My personal psychic experiences
The Dakini
As stated elsewhere, I tend to get the same messages over and over, sometimes for years and years and they don’t stop until I finally understand them.
The messages of ‘Do you know who we are / you still don’t know who we are’ which were repeated in my mind for many years finally came to an end when I finally discovered the answer.
It started off, curiously enough, with the third book in the Celestine Prophecy – The Secret of Shambhala. (TSOS) Well, not really that curiously, I guess, considering how this book has created more synchs for me than I can literally keep track of.
The book landed on my desk the day it came out in 1999. My mother had gotten a call from the bookshop I had ordered it (something I have only done a couple of times) and bought it for me.
This novel, arguably James Redfield’s best book so far, was about the search for the 11th insight and the tale of the search of the mythical Shambhala and the Dakini angels that inhabited the area. While it was an interesting book, there wasn’t all that much that commanded my attention, though I found all the concepts to be intriguing.
About 6 years later, I was chatting discussing the books with a friend online when she mentioned that James was mad to be messing with the Dakini as they were known, to her knowledge, to be beings you just didn’t mess around with.
Actually, till TSOS, I had never heard of them and they weren’t exactly something where lore was thick on the ground about them. Still, I thought, yep, well, that feels about right. I instinctively felt that they weren’t being I would want to tangle with personally.
By this stage in my development, I was able to easily trace energies. I can’t really explain how it’s done, except that by setting the intention and the kind of being / energy you are looking for, you just somehow know what it is and can track it down if needed.
So I reached out and I felt if there were any Dakini present. I got the impression that there were, but were hidden and watching. I also got the message, from my guides, not to probe. So I didn’t look any further.
Every so often, I would just check, and every time I looked, there they were, and I was always warned not to probe. So I never did.
At the time, I was talking to a lady who I was trying to help recover from psychic attacks, though she seemed fatalistically resigned to leaving this world. She was quite an intelligent and nice person, but claimed that people would always stop talking to her for no reason. Actually, from my own experience, it was more the other way around. She would stop talking to them or leave the cyber group she was in.
I had, out of curiosity, mind travelled to see if she was being attack and what the source might be. What I found was this large armoured lizard that was standing upright. I didn’t hang around, though once I had seen it. I just left.
Then one night, around three months after my discussion on the Dakini, I found myself mind travelling through the astral. I was about to go to sleep when I felt the strong compulsion to do it.
I began by shaking the astral corridors and filling them with light. Those corridors are like sub areas in the planes where entities can hide from view but are able to still observe. Somehow, I was able to shake them and I seem to recall many entities running for cover.
I was darting around extremely fast, like I was avoiding something. Suddenly I came across the lizard again. Though I had seen it before, something about it looked odd. It was just standing there. Not reacting. Not doing anything. It appeared to be just standing there, waiting.
Next to it was this machine which was producing small dark bubbles. I had come across these machines before, and I felt that the purpose was to produce certain types of energy, maybe for attacks or to corrupt auras.
I then heard a voice instructing me to destroy the machine. As I felt the that whatever it was wasn’t a good thing to have around, I took out my soul sword and destroyed it
Then the same voice urged me to destroy the lizard. However, I didn’t make a move. Destroying anything sentient was against who I was. Even though people had urged me to destroy evil or dark things in the past, I found I just couldn’t do it.
I then noticed that the lizard didn’t seem real and it wasn’t. The real one came out from behind me.
In retrospect, I figured there were two scenarios here. One, I would have attacked the decoy, and I would have been jumped from behind. By attacking, I would have left myself wide open to those energies.
The other was that it saw I wasn’t going to attack, and therefore felt it was safe to attack me as I probably wouldn’t defend myself or might not be able to.
Either way, before it had a chance to do anything, I suddenly was surrounded by these beings. I looked at their faces. They are hard to describe. Intense, severe, warrior like. The right words don’t really come to me to explain it.
The word ‘Dakini’ flashed in my mind, and I watched as they surrounded the lizard, quickly took it out and carried it away.
If I expected them to introduce themselves or make themselves known to me, I would have been disappointed. They acted as though coming across me was an every day thing and this was nothing special. I felt like I was just someone who they were very used to and hardly worth the acknowledgement. I found that very odd and interesting.
My guides told me after that they had been waiting for me to draw the lizard out so it could be taken away.
As a side note, curiously enough, I never heard again from the lady I had been chatting to after this event.
Naturally, I mulled over this incident for a day or two, feeling that there had to be more to it than met the eye. I discussed it with my friend, who said that she had had the Dakini turn up for her the week before.
Since I discovered that I could trace energies, I also had discovered that, I was able to trace them retrospectively, and thus identify many being and essence of people I had come across in my life, even if it was many years ago.
It took me a day or so, but it dawned on me that the guides who had been talking to me all my life, guiding me, protecting me, telling me I was the phoenix, and all those other messages, had the same energy of the Dakini.
This was quite a mind blowing revelation to me. While this seemed to be one of those things where I wasn’t sure if it was my a part of suggestion on the part of people and the book or if it was real, it certainly felt right.
I remember when I was 12 or 13, I would see these beings flash into existence around me and dance. There was a song that I always saw this happen with by Earth Wind and Fire (Fantasy). From what I have found on the net, the beings do dance and when I’ve mentioned this to other psychic friends, they say they seem them dancing around them.
I also noticed that the message ‘You still have no idea who we really are’ had finally stopped after all those years, which is what happens when I finally understand a message.
It’s clear to me that throughout my life, the Dakini have guided, protected and worked extremely hard to ensure I was on this path. The scope of their work is just mind boggling when I look at it with 20/20 sight.
They don’t seem to have much of a sense of humour about me being attacked and I’ve seen people come to grief who have attacked me without provocation. Many are the times when they’ve told me that if so and so doesn’t stop doing things behind my back, they will take care of it and every time they have been right about who has been attacking me. As for them taking care of it, well, that they have done, too, though I really don’t wish to go into details.
Many of the messages and confirmations I’ve had over the years and from others all fit in.
I remember a friend once e-mailing me back early in 2004 saying Gary, you have a legion of Angels around you right now. That got my attention because a legion seemed to be quite a lot and I never thought that I was the type where angels would be around me.
When I was discussing the Dakini with my other friend, she also made the comment that there were a lot of them.
I was told that they were there for me and to help awaken and guide me. (Which they have done a mind boggling job of doing.)
The Dakini have also, quite a few times, told me that they are loyal to me as the phoenix.
The explanation they gave was that before I reincarnated, I made an agreement with them that I would give them part of my phoenix energy in exchange for their help, guidance and protection. They thought this was a good agreement as this allowed them to more power to do things.
They also said I do not carry their energies as it would not have served my purpose here.
With the agreement, I’ve sent them to help others, during times when I was tired and not up for doing the work needed to clear attacks. I was constantly amazed that these people told me how they were contacted by the Dakini and verified my own experiences. I guess I shouldn’t be so amazed, really, not after all I’ve gone through and experienced, but there is always a small part of you that wonders just how much of it is really true.
Naturally, I hesitate to post this as, to my mind, it feels like a I’m almost plagiarising TSOS, but they have gone to a lot of trouble to make themselves known to me and I get the feeling that this is something I need to do.
If anyone has had any similar experiences, I would love to hear about it.
